Why would you live life like this? Sometimes I just want to shake people until they WAKE UP. I'm crazy, I know that. But you know that that means? I don't live one second bored. I need someone, someone as completely insane as me. Someone that will dance in the rain, play in the sun, and be messed up WITH me. I need that.. I'm sick of these people that think they are "too cool" to have fun! Please, growing up isn't about being serious all the time. Growing up is about realizing what matters in life, and the beauty of everything. The beauty of every thing that is put down, not looked at, not loved.
I see life as a giant painting, everything is a part of the masterpiece. Why haven't I found anyone, in seventeen years, that sees things like that? Where is my soul mate? To be perfectly honest, I've never met someone like this. I mean, yes, I've connected with people. Almost everyone I've ever come into contact with has been someone I could find something in common with. But it's not the same thing! Where is this person? This writer, this artist, this.. CRAZY person.. The one for me, to keep beside me as a friend, a kindred spirit. I feel like I'm a lost cause. I'm so insane..that there isn't anyone. There isn't someone for me to relate to. But I know deep down in my heart, my rain dancing, sunshine loving friend IS out there.. They are waiting for me too.. They are sick of this. They are done being alone. So if this relates to you,if you see life the way I do, let me know. :)
This. Is. My. Heart. <3
